as that's what I purportedly started this blog for. Here is the current condition of the South American hummingbird painting that I had just started when I first posted.

I'm about done painting, and have been letting the surface dry for a couple of weeks so that I can get up in there hardcore with some sandpaper.
The lower corner says "Heterological". A heterological word is one that is self-descriptive, in exactly the way that the word "monosyllabic" is not. In exactly the way that the word "polysyllabic" is. When one starts thinking about things as self-descriptive or non-self-descriptive terms one can run into such exciting problems such as whether or not the word "Non-heterological" is heterological. Because if it is then it isn't, and if it isn't then it is. And one can distract one's self for quite a while with this type of thinking, effectively avoiding the more obvious task at hand which is to draw a metaphor involving heterology and one's own sense of self and then, further, to figure out what the hell that has to do with a hummingbird.
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Next: New! I have started a crow.

The crow will be painted in about 720 shades of black, and on three pieces of wood that, when abutted, make a 4' x 7' painting but which could, I suppose, be seperated and displayed in several alternative configurations. You could just show one piece and it would be a CrowFragment or a WingPart and you wouldn't be able to tell what the crow was getting at. Or you could reverse a few of the boards and things would look nearly impossible.
While one of the boards was blank before today, when I started adding crowness, two of the boards feature paintings of certain buildings begun about a decade ago, when I thought more about certain buildings.
One of the buidlings is the library that was built as an addition onto Emile's father's house. When I started this painting, Emil was still smoking a pipe and not using the "e" on the end of his name. I don't know what he's doing now, with tobacco or vowels.
The other building is a massive, long-abandoned home in Beebee Woods, in Falmouth, which I have written about so many, many times that I've a hunch you can somehow pull the stories out of the air between my letters without my having to retype anything here now.
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Then: I had an impulse.
And a desire to squelch a particularly wet brush up against my strange and not-quite-finished finch painting. So now oily red is now dripping from the mushrooms and words. It can't be helped: they're bloody.

To quote one of my design clients:
"Is it the right way to do it? Probably not. Is it the way we've done it? Absolutely!".
This may change a bit. Perhaps the drips from the mushrooms should be black, suggestive of something sanguinary and sticky without all the cliche of the bright red.
I painted most of this piece in the early summer, during a couple of weeks when I kept waking up and wanting nothing more than to submerge my head in an old steel washtub full of water, where I could just listen to my heartbeat in my ears and I wouldn't be able to hear the little text message alert beep on my cellphone or the sound of forks hitting plates, and I'd be unable to have any conversations because if I did I'd drown. And then it rained, nay, POURED, for about 7 weeks straight until the world was so wet and fertile that mushrooms seemed like the only possibility. And the musrooms that seemed possible seemed destined to be so oversaturated and super-fecund that they'd bleed into their chunks of clinging sod when plucked by unlikely predators.
Also I was thinking about conditionality, and I wrote the mathematical "if statement" on the painting and wrote "The truth of one is dependent on the truth of another. Relax into this like a rainstorm and prepare to be true..." on my laptop, and then wrote an email to someone about the time when I, as a child, saw a cormorant swallow an eel and then spend a good half hour with its head and neck reeling and writhing from side to side as the eel had got stuck, alive, halfway down.
I need to finish this piece soon. Before it snows and everything seems sparkly and irrelevant.

























